Wow 2010, you were a rough bitch. I thought that I cried enough in 2009, but 2010 was definitely the worst year I have ever had.
It was filled with getting my heart broken,
both my feet broken,
my glasses broken,
my bank broken,
my ego broken,
friendships broken,
hopes broken,
future plans broken,
trusts broken,
car broken,
password broken,
dogs eyelid broken,
creativity broken,
and a veritable plethora of other things being broken... I got bucked off a freakin horse!
But...
I rebuilt...
My creativity,
my dogs eyelid,
car,
some trust in OTHER DIFFERENT people,
reincarnated future plans,
hopes (no matter how weakly this flame flickers, its there regularly)
friendships,
bank...kinda,
and my feet rebuilt themselves.
No glasses yet, but hopefully soon.
I just hope to be able to continue to purge negativity out of my life, while bypassing the wantabee's and egotists and forge a strong and sure path towards doing things that are fulfilling and life enriching.
I want to hike more with my dog.
I want to finish my damn college degree.
I want to find a lover that will be mature and giving.
I want to celebrate holidays HARDER!
I want to make at least 4 films. At LEAST.
And I have to make 500,000 this year. I only have a year and a half to become a millionaire.
So giddyap!
